SNAEHA SATHYAN

Every new year starts with a big To-do list, unmet expectations, anxieties and resolutions. But every year something would have been changed in one aspect or the other. There were years where I remained the same but it was only until my adolescent times because the coming years began to march on too quick. There were memorable, life changing and best years among the worsts too. The worst ones too mattered. The worth of a time or a moment never felt so real and significant until the ageing began. Sometimes, it is understandable and sometimes it is intolerable as the crankiness and few other inborn traits are supposed to be limited and hidden from the world with the imposed mandatory expectations. Each year it is a battle to figure out which door to step in and which method to eliminate. There were sins washed away, some still on due and the rest unknown. Yet, I still go on forward with a belief to be taken care of at some point of time once I muster comfort and knowledge.  The follo...